Thursday, April 5, 2012

...And The Stewardess, Well She's Clueless

Alright, alright.... Let's see. I have been avoiding this whole blogging thing because now I have to be real with myself. I actually have to put it into writing that I, in fact, did not place in the race on 3/24. I seriously just cannot get over it! I got 4th in my age group, and I know that is great, but I felt I ran horribly and could have easily had a good enough time to make it into the top 3! But, oh well, there will always be another race! It was a great experience though, the most fun race atmosphere I have experienced. There were tons of spectators/supporters and a DJ set up near the finish line.... the works! Can't wait to do the same race next year! I would actually like to head out for a jog right about now butttt between the blazing sun still being overhead and the massive snake I saw earlier today, I think I may just wait a little while! Temperature has gotta drop quite a few degrees and I need someone else to run with me. That way, if I see a snake, I can just jump on their back and let them do the running!! 


So, I am at the point where I am just waiting on the whole insurance thing to wrap up before I can get a job. I have been itching to get back to work for so long! I was hoping to return to my awesome job as a flight attendant but last month I found out that I physically wouldn't be able to do that job anymore. Serious bummer! But I have gotten over it and now I am just about to bust at the seams! As much as I love my little Coco, I just need something to get me out of this house! I need a purpose, and I need to not be cramped up inside all day, everyday. I know that I will kick myself for saying that about a week after I start working again. I mean really, a lot of people would think I am just living the life right now. I guess this is one more situation to prove that the grass is always greener on the other side!! I guess it could be fun if I had a genie to give me three wishes: tons of money so I could do whatever I want all day long, all of my friends would need to be in the same boat too so that I could have people to hang out with, and I would need something to do where I could really make a difference and have a purpose (like a really great volunteering project)!! I mean, seriously, how sweet would that be?? Maybe if I can hurry up and get back to work, I can start making money and one day, just maybe, I can make all that happen without the genie!